Jamie 17/365
Woke up early today...5am.... and decided I felt well enough to take a walk
to one of my favorite places. This is where I am losing a Bass fishing
contest with The Boy. Its about a mile from the house and the fresh air was
wonderful.
While I was there I was thinking about the whole censorship/protecting
others thing that has been going on here and I realized that I censor my
blog to protect those I love from some of the hard truths about my cancer.
Here I don't feel the need to do that and I'm very thankful for that.
On my blog I'm more afraid of hurting the ones I love then I am of dying I
suppose.
I could never tell them the odds of me living longer then 5 years stands at
about 30-40%...
on the other hand I am confident that I AM in that 30-40% group.
I have too much to do and see and finish.....too much love to love and life
to live!!
And I NEED to win this damn fishing contest!!!
to one of my favorite places. This is where I am losing a Bass fishing
contest with The Boy. Its about a mile from the house and the fresh air was
wonderful.
While I was there I was thinking about the whole censorship/protecting
others thing that has been going on here and I realized that I censor my
blog to protect those I love from some of the hard truths about my cancer.
Here I don't feel the need to do that and I'm very thankful for that.
On my blog I'm more afraid of hurting the ones I love then I am of dying I
suppose.
I could never tell them the odds of me living longer then 5 years stands at
about 30-40%...
on the other hand I am confident that I AM in that 30-40% group.
I have too much to do and see and finish.....too much love to love and life
to live!!
And I NEED to win this damn fishing contest!!!
7 comments:
You go right ahead and talk about anything you want to on here. We're listening..........
And......your going to beat those odds!! My dad was just told his Pancreatic cancer has an 80% of returning in 2 years and he plans to beat that. A positive attitude is half the battle :) *hug*
My grandmother was diagnosed with late stage melanoma and was given less than a year to live...
She died 12 years later and not from cancer.
With your attitude, I'm sure you are in the 30-40% group.
xoxo
Live, girl, live!
You are an inspiration and you have helped me be even stronger in my convictions about not censoring this blog. It is so important to so many women for so many reasons to have a voice that doesn't have to be tamed.
You go girl!
Way to go for the honesty... this picture is eerie to me with the branches in the water. But I also see in this picture that there is something more... something good just beginning.. :)
Thank you.......I cant not express how you all make me feel.
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