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I think it's all falling apart. Sometimes I just don't think we'll be able
to put it back together. Sometimes I don't think I care anymore.

11 comments:

Unknown November 18, 2009 at 11:31 AM  

Awww hon, I'm sorry. It's such an awful feeling. I'm feeling the same way, so feel free to contact me if you need to talk.

Maureen November 18, 2009 at 11:38 AM  

((hug))

Dawn November 18, 2009 at 11:48 AM  

I have no wonder words of advice, except to say its ok to do whatever you need to do.

Laura November 18, 2009 at 1:04 PM  

Thank you all. You know, I really hesitated sending in that pic but then I thought F-it! This is my reality and it's not pretty right now. So what? I wanted to show the truth; not more banana bread and lattes like I've been doing. It was hard to hit send, but it felt good after I did it. It was a release of sorts.

I made an appointment with a counselor for Monday. My husband refuses to attend any form of counseling, but I thought it wouldn't hurt to at least give it a go myself. I didn't tell him about the appointment because I figured he would't understand why I still want to go even if he doesn't. I am too tired to have another argument. I've never been to a counselor or had any form of therapy before. This is all new territory for me but I figured it can't hurt and it might help. So there you have it.

Thank you all for giving me a safe space to express my reality through pictures.

Judy November 18, 2009 at 1:09 PM  

I think going to a counselor is a good move...it sure helped my daughter through some hard times and her husband did not participate with her.

Bridget November 18, 2009 at 2:05 PM  

Glad you're seeing a counselor, Laura. Your marriage is in a low place but being able to talk through it with a neutral professional can really help. Good luck and good for you for taking that step.

Linda November 18, 2009 at 2:07 PM  

Way to take care of yourself, Laura. You're doing the right thing by seeing a counselor. It can only help.

Andrea November 18, 2009 at 2:21 PM  

yes - counseling even by yourself is an excellent step in the right direction - no matter what the future holds. good for you. and best of luck.

AMmom78 November 18, 2009 at 3:44 PM  

Best of luck. I hope the counseling gives you clarity in whichever direction life is supposed to take you.

Edge November 18, 2009 at 4:20 PM  

I'm sorry you're going through this, but I'm glad you feel free to express your reality. We are all here for you as much as we can be, just know that. And like Dawn said, it's okay to do what you need to! Bex.

Bj in Dallas November 19, 2009 at 10:13 AM  

been there- and it SUCKS. But a year later, I'm fine, he's fine, and we are going to be friends down the road (we have to, we have a daughter together)
Days will be up and down, its weird, but you will know the day when you are doing it for you.
Big Positive Vibes Your Way~~~

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