Robin 335/365

"5 years ago today my ex commited suicide. 5 years ago mile life changed
forever. For the first 2 years I didn't stop crying. I cried every single
day. My girls lost their mom, even though I was still in the house, I
couldn't function, I stopped living. I will never forget that call from the
police, or the pauses in that conversation as the officer tried to find the
right words to tell me he was gone. All of those memories still make me
sad. But today, as I stood on a beautiful beach in the bright sun, and
watched my daughters and husband laugh, and with every shutter click I was
made aware of Gods Love for me. I wasn't sure for a long time, but now, I
am."